Every time I ask the one that got away to come out here his excuse is always some party. He has to go to some party or help a friend with some party. So what in the hell am I supposed to think but that the man disses me every time for a party?
So I got tickets to the Babyface concert, last minute of course. I ask him if he wants to go, I'd fly him out here ASAP. One minute he's all like great. Next minute, when I said the flight back would be for Sunday, he's like hell no. Why not? I have a party to go to on Saturday. What the fuck? So I say I'm done. I will never, ever ask him to come out here again because I'm tired of getting dissed for parties.
Then he proceeds to call me a selfish, trifling ass. WHAT!?!??! I don't ever ask you for shit and I'm a selish, trifling ass. He said that just because I can pay for a ticket I expect him to drop everything and come here. Again I say WHAT!??!?!?
Come to find out the latest party he is dissing me for is supposedly a party with a purpose that he has been working on for awhile. Fine. My point is party with a purpose or not he clearly does not have time for me so I'm done trying. I'm done asking this man to come and see me to be disappointed every time. He doesn't have time for me now and he probably never will.
He blew the situation way the hell out of proportion bringing up things I'm not even going to mention on this blog. Just fucking unbelievable.
Now y'all know how I feel about him. There is NOTHING I would not do for this man but I'm the selfish, trifling ass. I make it a point to interfere as little as possible in his life but I'm the selfish, trifling ass. Every one tells me to talk to him about moving to Atlanta or moving back East but I say I could never ask that of him because I want him to pursue his dreams and be happy but I'm the selfish, trifling ass. Now ain't that some shit for ya? Ain't that about a bitch?
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2 comments:
He's not making money...these are supposedly charitable functions for Teach for America...so they are parties with a purpose.
But we made peace....
ME: I still love you...you are still my friend...and i'm gonna hopefully make a safe assumption that if we didn't care so much this blow up wouldn't have happened
HIM: same here. same as you the past haunts my present with you. like i always said, i like you becuase you are real. and i count on that with you. it's the basis of my feelings for you. i don't want babyface to be the end of us
... at least let it be r kelly or something...joke.
So whatever we have it ain't over.
I wouldn't say that you were selfish or trifling. I will say that you are working too hard for this relationship.
Just let it be - I know its hard with the love jones and all, but one thing I noticed in the exchange you posted. You said 'I still love you' and he said 'I like you'. It may be semantics, but I really don't think dude is as vested in this relationship as you are and therefore I think you should just let it be.
When he's ready to see you, he'll let you know.
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